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Kay so i was on youtube, doin my thingg and look what i came across too

This is some SERIOUS beats !!

Slack off

Well. i know this site has been doing down hill for couple days. havent posted much for the past …. months? lol been busy

any how ive been writing couple of things for a while. how we need to focus on some things in life. here i like to share on what ive finished writing today. long title buh, Always fight back for your rights, always get back up when you fall, never give up, prove that your strong to all.

There’s always this moment where one wants to give up, Where you want to sit down and forget about everything, You think you can’t continue on your goal, your willing to give up easily, you say you can’t do it, n say it will never happen.

But you’re thinking wrong. Never say never. Always fight back for your rights, always get back up when you fall, never give up, prove that your strong to all. You got to focus all the time, be strong and never give up.

Trying makes you close to success, you’ll eventually know that your up for any challenges, always be ready to fight through anything. Nothing is impossible.

Givin up makes you weak, thinking that you’re alone makes you weak, not being yourself makes you weak. You got to fight that and prove to all how strong you are. You’ll never know in the end, how powerful you really are.

Slow and steady. Take it easy. Always smile, keep your mind fresh. The past is nothing, the present is something, you always got to go for whatchu gunna do, never think on your past, cause you will never wonder on what you’re really goin to do.

Everyone has their ups and downs, everyones been going through depressing moments, but they still manage themself on getting back up. No matter how hard you fall, you always got to get back up. Show the world who you really are, show us all what you’re really made off. Never be scared on doing anything, there’s no such thing as a “stupid move”; everyone is smart, everyone has the rights to do what they want, y’all want to succeed, y’all will succeed.

Everyones been through a great loss. No matter how important they were in your life. Even till the day they’re gone, you could still move on and do your thing. Always think, they would want you to be happy if they were here, no-sadness will get you far.

Always fight back for your rights, always get back up when you fall, never give up, prove that your strong to all.



Son Cryin’ [Draft]

A life time is enough to tell your parents how much you love em.

there’s nothing else important than your parents, they are everything you need now, but look at where you are now, can you forgive your actions now?

your father is there to suppose you through your education, tell me now who is there that can help you like your father, there is no one than other.

many say that my father doesnt love me, buh zip that mouth, look in his eyes crying out for you do you see, always did n always will standing beside you, its a battle till success he’s there for you.

if you do fuck up and your friends just left you there, your parents will come and pick you up there. ask me why you’re really here, only one answer your parents will always lov you, even if you fuck up here, they will always forgive you and support you here

screw eerything you’re mother’s lov is so strong like the sun that will stay bright even when its night. tell me who can lov you as you’re mother, not even close to your father

i know you will sacrifice everything for me ma, foget the bullet i kno you will take the gun for me ma, infront of you im a fake, im mentaly retarded someone gota slap me feel awake. for what im doing is a biigest sin, buh im doing it so i can get to the top and feel in,

everything im saying is really ment to be in this dumb verse, fuck everything but your parents always come first.
forgive me for my action but my life is jsut cursed .
God guide my parents soul, accept my sayin before i gota go

tryin to keep things steady as its realy ment to be,
tryin to get back to the reailty,
but its hard to focus as im trying to be who i’m not
its melting my brain its to much its to hot
my eyes will always cry to you but it will never lie to you

Things are going so fast its hard for me to keep things steady and last,
growing up so big and thinking i can do everythin so big,
but a time hit me where i know i was wrong, and it is true Your father is always right now,
can you forgive your self and take away those bulshit you ever said to them now?
Your parents are the greatest gift by God’s Grace. Nothing can replace that lov by your parents,
Its always at the Top now, sit down and stop. think things clearly now, tell me what can be more important than your parents now.

everything im saying is really ment to be in this dumb verse, fuck everything but your parents always come first.
forgive me for my action but my life is jsut cursed .
God guide my parents soul, accept my sayin before i gota go.

Where to begin

Thinks have gotten out of control lately. Haven t posted for a while.

So much has happened since May 5. Thinking about many things that goes around me and what not. So now that its like .. 5 weeks left of school? Im starting to notice the students, knowing who’s in my class and what not 😛 . that shows im so lost these days. dont even know what im doing that doesnt even make me look around and see whos around :S :/

Regardless. So like i have said how i want to be a math teacher. Man, being a teacher is awesome in many ways. But it also has its ups and dowwwns.

Being a teacher, is like… hmm well when i step up and start to teach a lesson to the students, yea sometimes i get a little stage frighten. Having little eyes looking at you. Not two, but 60 eyes. It’s like they’re waiting for me to make a little error some where. Its like i know something bad is about to happen >.> buh like every one says, PREPARE !! well guess what, i say DONT prepare 😛

To me its like, when someone prepares for what they wanna say at times for. .. what ever they’re preparing for .. it sucks, because, when you go and do what ever it is that you prepared for, you sometimes forget what to do next, and then things go wrong, and then you go nuts, and then you go crazy, and then you go BLAH BLAH (oh just chill out man -.-) buh hey, the funny thing is, when i prepare for something. i do it … bad. and when i dont prepare for something. i do good. (dont ask how it works. it just does 😛 )

i made things up RIGHT on the spuutt and it worksss out great. yea i can mess up sometimes, but not as much as i used to when i prepare 😛 it just WORKS !

like im doing a lesson and then outa know where im doing something wrong. and most of the time, there’s one student that got my back 😉

Any how. So things are getting a little confusing. i just hate how weekends comes, now im actaully used to be outside. sitting at home makes me thinking some deeeeeeeep things …. and to be honest i hate it. i really do hate it. deep thoughts is okay. but … most of the time .. things can go outa hands.

Many post have been writen but not publisheddddddd something interesting is about to be talked about; and i say to see that coming, we need some little support…. lah i think i took out every words outa my mind right now .

regardless, till the next post


Welcome back!

Yup, where we were before, [if you didn’t know here’s the site]. Regardless, I’ll start posting back ova here!

Patience required for the up coming post 🙂 and the next post is gunna b minnndd blasssting


Hey guys, things have changed, new post will be at the following link

Good bye 🙂

Changes !

Hey guys !

Time has arrived ! “Strange Life But True” has been now changed to “The Zone” You will be getting updates on many things ! Game wise, System wise, Story wise (Ya know what im sayin :D) For few days, there will be minor changes … or maybe MAJOR ! Who knows 🙂

So Stay Tune !

True lovers never gone

Ricchy Is a lil boy always wants to b alone, only has a few friends, still wants to b alone, always getting picked on and always getting beatin up, emotions eatin up his mind, got no other choice but to take it up.

Only have one friend that’s always there for him, Tina is her name, shes the one who really cares for him. Livin on the second floor, Richy livin in the first, both were really close, but both were livin in a curse. Richy is an 8th grader, Tina goes to school with him, Tina in the same grade spending time with him, both were getting picked on n both were in the same place, both were getting laughed at cz both were in the same race.

Getting really sick of this so Tina start to cut her self, she doesn’t hate any one or at anyone, but her self, lockin up her in-er soul, an getting really mentally, she goesnt have any choice maybe its just ment to be. Richy see’s those scares n ran n grabed her by the shirt, “you see those scares on ur body but you see Im the one whos getting hurt” she didn’t say anything but looked right straight in her eyes, walked up to a new friend “I don’t chill with loser guys. These are my new friends and I just wanna let you know, you messin up my style Richy its time to let you go.” Richy cant believe now that Tina is one of them, 5 years of hadin love, crumbled up right infront of him.

True lovers never gone true lovers never weak, true lovers fight back true lovers always meet, true lover’s never gone just make sure you hold on, even if the lover dies, the love will still go one.

Day by day is passin and Richy isn’t givin in, givin up those love and the life he was in. 2 years has passed since the last time they both spoke, lookin at this poem he wrote for Tina long ago, “we’ll be best friends and I don’t wanna let you go, but I got a secret and I don’t wana let you know. Im in love with you Tina ever since I met you, and if you ever leave me, im coming back to get you” tears start to run down as he read it for the last time, crumbled up the paper as he read it for the last time, threw it in his bag as he’s going straight to school.

Tina starts to roll thinking that she’s to cool. Now she with the big kids now, she walkin up to Richy now, pushed him to the side an start to get bitchy now, “watch where you go boy don’t even try to play with me, these are my new friends and they always gunna stay with me” Tina told Richy that he beter look straight away, but Richy looked straight in her eyes n didn’t look away; feelin really disrespected cz the whole school was watchin now, Tina told her boys to beat him up n knock him out.

They were beatin up Richy n he didn’t fight back, Tina lookin in her eyes, n Richy lookin straighit back in her eyes, she was getting chills as she knew that’s her best friend there, then they left him wobbling n just freken left him there.

No one even helped that’s where killers even did there stuff, takin all his money and shot right through his lungs, goin through his books n bag as his head start to bleed, Tina finds a crumbled paper and opens up start to read, “True lovers never gawn true lovers never weak, true lovers always fight, true lovers always speak, true lovers never gone, just make sure you always hold on, even if the lover dies, true love still goes on”

The ambulance came and they took Richy on the stretcher , broken in many places, moments that he never captured, Tina start to breakin down, nothing there to even do now, lookin back at her life now how everything she was faking out, no longer is she faking now, tears start to comin down. The ambulance start to leave n that’s when Tina start to freakin out, start to catch the ambulance as those memories start to hunted her, finding out that Richy always loved her n always wanted her.

Made it to the hospitals rushing through the doors, tryin to fix everything, the pains comin through the doors. Made it to the ERS, lookin every where now, everything start to spinnin she started to pull her hair out. The doctor redirected her to wait out in the friend’s room, staring in the windows as she lookin at her friends wounds, lookin that his head’s bleedin n his eyes start to open up, then she told the doctors “is everything alright now”

3 hours past still the operation still not done, the doctor said she can gets 3 minutes if she wants. Tina goes to Richy room started to tearin out, confessed everything to him, hoping things will be alright now. Sayin that she loves him too n never wants to see him hurt, n if he start to dyin out she wants to see him first. Richy start to cryin as he’s holdin on to Tina’s arm “I never want to see you cry, even till the day im gone” wyping out Tina’s tears n askin for one wish “ say that you love me now” she did it with one kiss. Richy cant believes it now that he finaly got his girl, but his eye’s getting blurry, everything around his world. Tina start to hug him as she hears his heart beat, couple minutes past by, no longer goes his heart beat, the doctors came rushin finding out the bodies cold, tried to move Tina, but they found that she passed too.

True lovers never gawn make sure you hold on, even if the lover dies the love will still go on. Even if they fight, they will still keep it calm, Richy and Tina lived n died in each others arm.


Hey guys,

i know its been a long time i posted a post, been going through a lot lately… school stuff .. friends stuff … and a very .. special person.

You know … i learned a very valuable lesson over the past few days … the hard way. If there is a problem with anyone .. talk to that person right away. Some of you are thinking “Well duh, tahts what you do” but most of the time, when you have to face that person .. you just never have the guts to do that.

You see, i made a mistake .. where i was misjudging a special person .. doubts after doubts … like hey, this is what happens when you care pass the limits right ? But i was to stupid to think about what would happen if i do something unfair . know what im saying?

There;s so much about people’s life tthat we realy dont know about … sometimes its a good thing ..

There’s a special person of mine .. like hay im gunna say it, i love her 🙂

Yea, there has come a point where, arguments has happen .. but to be honest and straight up .. it hurts me every second of that argument that is going on .. i just feel like killing my self (yea im thinking retarded at the moment .. allow manz ) Most of the time, you just gota go through things the hard way . llol i just love to take big challenges, but sometimes, its gunna end up hurting you.

I really do love her. and hey i just cant help my self… yea there’s something going on right now im gunna say … and im pretty much retarded of what i did … lol who knows if forgiving someone is gunna be easy?
most of the time .. people go like “hmm yea okay you said sory, well bye now” (dont get it? they just turned their back at you, BEUR)
it hurts of course .. but think about it, you learned a big lesson and yea youre broken, but 99% (dont worry about the other 1%) you love that person deep inside of you …

That person has taken me to a place where .. i feel alive … meaning,
there are things that i couldnt be able to do .. which i can do now .. i dont kno how that happens ^o) is it possible that love can really change a person for sure ^o) …

i nvr had the guts to stand up for my self (family part) but now its like .. i know im not alone

i never had the guts to defend my self .. but now that i have someone .. its like .. i can take em down with anything, and i dont care if i lose … al that matters is .. youre not alone.

Now i dont know if my special person is reading this … but to the world,
I Love Her. and there is nothing that’s gunna stop me from that. Nothing.
Im sorry for what i have done, and yea i cant really live without you.


silence is a big lesson, you wonder why its there, and you learn from it